*~~ The End ~*~~

well, this is it… it’s finally over… the end of the Penguin’s Diary… …my heart aches right now :] … it’s so hard letting go of something that has been a part of me for over two years… well, i’ve been thinking this over and over for many months now, but just couldn’t muster up enough courage to give it that final push… but i’m feeling terribly bold tonight…  i was thinking of waiting till the 1st of April to post this notice, but to hell with it… it would have been stylish though.. people unable to decide if it was a prank or not :] … … …this is so stupid.. i mean i complain about my recent inability to write proper blog posts, but now that i’m leaving i’m getting all sort of ideas… lol… i’m even getting tempted to delete this post, but it’s time to move on… thank you all.. it has been a wonderful ride…

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Stop crying your heart out – Oasis

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Hold up
Hold on
Don’t be scared
You’ll never change what’s been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don’t be scared (don’t be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

‘Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why’re you scared? (i’m not scared)
You’ll never change what’s been and gone

‘Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

‘Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

We’re all of us stars
We’re fading away
Just try not to worry
You’ll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out

So what!

So you failed. Alright you really failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You failed. You think I care about that? I do understand. You wanna be really great? Then have the courage to fail big and stick around. Make them wonder why you’re still smiling.

- Claire, Elizabethtown (2005)

On a boat with no oars

one more… written May 4, 2007.. i was crazy back then… maybe i still am…

….i’m on a boat with no oars on a rapidly flowing river.. i am hoping there are no waterfalls on the way…

On a boat with no oars

i’m on a boat
on a rapidly flowing river, oh yeah!
i got no oars, oh yeah!
just going with the flow, oh yeah!

is that waterfall i hear ahead?, oh no!
should i jump? but maybe there are piranhas, oh on!
oh how they go chomp chomp on the flesh
and i cannot swim, oh on!

i haven’t lived my life, oh sh**!
there are so many thing i gotta learn, oh sh**!
oh sh**!
i want to go on a world tour,
meet the love of my life….

but on a boat with no oars i am sitting,
on a rapidly flowing river.
i got no oars to steer…

and THAT, my friend, is definitely the sound of a waterfall ahead,
i can even see the piranhas,
and i cannot swim.
but i gatta choose one…fast
but i don’t wanna go, (yeah, i mean ‘die’)
hey! you know what? i think i’ll fly,
*rips his shirt apart..out comes superman…flies away happily*

The Sound of Tap Dancing

i have a feeling that i won’t be writing anything new for sometime… so just to keep the blog rolling, here’s more blast from the past… written May 5, 2007

The Sound of Tap Dancing

I hear someone dancing in the garden…tap-tap-tap-tap….tap dancing…who could possibly be tap dancing here? But am i interested? NO SIR, i’m too bored…let them dance….tap tap tap-a-tap-tap…rhythmic tap-tap…tap-a-tap tap tap….this goes on for quite some time.. on and on….who could possibly be tap dancing here? Am i interested? BURNING HELL I AM!!! so i go to the window….lil cousin brother is playing makeshift-drums on the compound wall with a pair of sticks!….tap-tap tap-a-tap-a-tap tap-tap-tap
…you people must be thinking that i don’t have the slightest idea about how tap dancing sounds like..how can a stick on a wall possibly sound like tap dancing?…but i do know, i really do..and what i say is true, i swear.

The End

Always with me, always with you – Joe Satriani

The Summer Creek

You’re my flame – Zero 7 and Sia Furler

You take a stroll into the morning sun
You make a Happy Meal a portion for one

You steal the wallet of a man with a gun
You make this seem like a whole lot of fun
Yeah you do

You’ll make new shapes with your hands on a wall
You’re driving a nail while you’re taking a call
You wouldn’t care if you had nothing at all
Instead of chasing the dream
You’re just chasing a ball
Yeah you are

You’re just dodging all the friendly fire
You’re never dressed in the right attire
You miss the start of every game
You’re my flame

You make hay when the sun don’t shine
You don’t need a dollar, you don’t need a dime
You burn at both ends yet still you’re fine
You’re my flame

Teach me to haggle
I’ll teach you to swim
Get right back on the saddle
Push me on a swing

Take me to Rio
I’ll take you to Berlin
I’ll give you some yarn
And you’ll give it some spin
Yes you will

Now you’re sitting sure, yes, in an old tree
You’ve tied our legs, and so now we have three
You dip your toes into the ice cold sea
I see your reflection, your reflection is me
Yes I am

You’re just dodging all the friendly fire
You’re never dressed in the right attire
You miss the start of every game
You’re my flame

You make hay when the sun don’t shine
You don’t need a dollar, you don’t need a dime
You burn at both ends yet still you’re fine
You’re my flame

You’re my flame
You’re my flame
You’re my flame

:)

i don’t know why but i’ve been smiling the whole day.. …i’m beginning to feel like a madman now..

The Waiting